i worry about stigma too much. what would people think? what would my friends think? regularly thinking about acceptance. why? i usually don't care what people think, but when it comes to my friends, that's all i care about. my friends are definitely more important to me than anything else i have in my life right now. that's why i constantly think it would be a shame to disappoint them in any way. i don't like that mindset at all, but i have a feeling it'll stay with me for a long time. i have to be comfortable being me before i can shake the stigma of being __________.
winter nostalgia. that'll be the title of my emocore band's debut album. lol. ::serious tone:: i am indeed a sucker for nostalgia. i love anything and everything from my past. then why does remembering high school irk me so much? i love nostalgia, but i seriously cannot stand reminiscing about high school. and i truly despise people who talk about high school regularly. god bless my 3 friends i had in high school, but damn...leave it alone. you can live in the present-- it's ok. trust me.
and i have problems with people who get comfortable with a certain style of movies, music, and media. yeah, keep on keepin' it real, listening to nu metal in '06. just...embarassing. i hate to hate, but you have to at least attempt to let your mind grow. i can't sit here and pretend i'm still listening to korn just to have something to talk about with you. let me take you to an indie flick, or let's go record shopping. BROADEN.
oh my god, this entire post was a huge bitch-out. ok. new year's resolution: only meaningful, thought provoking posts.
hope everyone has a happy new year, and whatever else you celebrate this month. i don't care.
winter nostalgia. that'll be the title of my emocore band's debut album. lol. ::serious tone:: i am indeed a sucker for nostalgia. i love anything and everything from my past. then why does remembering high school irk me so much? i love nostalgia, but i seriously cannot stand reminiscing about high school. and i truly despise people who talk about high school regularly. god bless my 3 friends i had in high school, but damn...leave it alone. you can live in the present-- it's ok. trust me.
and i have problems with people who get comfortable with a certain style of movies, music, and media. yeah, keep on keepin' it real, listening to nu metal in '06. just...embarassing. i hate to hate, but you have to at least attempt to let your mind grow. i can't sit here and pretend i'm still listening to korn just to have something to talk about with you. let me take you to an indie flick, or let's go record shopping. BROADEN.
oh my god, this entire post was a huge bitch-out. ok. new year's resolution: only meaningful, thought provoking posts.
hope everyone has a happy new year, and whatever else you celebrate this month. i don't care.
i've been back in chicago for 2 weeks now. in all honesty, it's like i never left. this town feels mine, and i never felt like i've belonged anywhere else i've been, as much as i feel i belong in chicago. ok this is getting gushy, i'm over it.
lately i've been having a really good time hanging out with friends. proximity is more of a savior than you'll ever know. i've been eating at mr. mcfancy restaurants, i've been shopping and seeing movies, and i've been overall having a great time with the company of my rockstar friends. and i've been making more of an effort to not come up with excuses not to hang out, like i've so commonly done in the past. and i've even been answering my cell phone, which i think is a step in the right direction.
this weekend should be eventful. gonna get to see a lot of people i haven't seen in a great while, i'm super excited! reunion? *tear*
i'm liking the way life is looking right now. i really am. pees bee witch ooh.
lately i've been having a really good time hanging out with friends. proximity is more of a savior than you'll ever know. i've been eating at mr. mcfancy restaurants, i've been shopping and seeing movies, and i've been overall having a great time with the company of my rockstar friends. and i've been making more of an effort to not come up with excuses not to hang out, like i've so commonly done in the past. and i've even been answering my cell phone, which i think is a step in the right direction.
this weekend should be eventful. gonna get to see a lot of people i haven't seen in a great while, i'm super excited! reunion? *tear*
i'm liking the way life is looking right now. i really am. pees bee witch ooh.
i've come come, back back, to chicago chicago. i'm back and i'm fucking stoked.
i'm. just. happy.
and this stolen internet connection isn't so bad neither.
come visit: 640 w. wrightwood, just west of wrightwood and clark.
god bless you all.
i'm. just. happy.
and this stolen internet connection isn't so bad neither.
come visit: 640 w. wrightwood, just west of wrightwood and clark.
god bless you all.