eric's emporium.

april 29 - del and lupe fiasco @ congress *fingers crossed*, then clint's disco dance floor party
may 2 - kid606 @ empty bottle
may 5 - guinness promotional event
may 6 - may's birthday festivities
may 10 - conan o'brien @ chicago theatre
may 12 - prefuse73 @ empty bottle
may 29 - memorial day (hey dudes let's get fucked up)
june 13-28 - JAPAN!!!!!1

i had some dreams last night where nothing had changed. it was very upsetting and disturbing.

those dreams made it very clear that i still have anger/jealousy/trust issues. i thought i was over it, but i guess it's still something i need to sort out.

and it's fucking hailing outside. wtf.

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[sic]
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GAMEB0Y415: COCK!
GAMEB0Y415: PENISSSSSSHOIPH!!!!!
GAMEB0Y415: WSWEAR WORKSD!
GAMEB0Y415: HAHAHA:AHPAHI!!!!1111111
GAMEB0Y415: .......
GAMEB0Y415: you-=anal bayby. HAHAAHAHAAHAHAH
GAMEB0Y415: PWONEDE!
GAMEB0Y415: jerk
GAMEB0Y415: *cry*S
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GAMEB0Y415: noightehse tpoiahg?
GAMEB0Y415: LOSLLLOL
GAMEB0Y415: shit fukcoi hwockCOK!!
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GAMEB0Y415: balkc aswhaoles
GAMEB0Y415: danc watirhress was fuckng homt mang!
GAMEB0Y415: I wanted ther dights
GAMEB0Y415: and the fucking newa rtaercher is 23#! I'ma hits thayt
GAMEB0Y415: oh godh I'm spor sotrry Ericainaman
GAMEB0Y415: don't recyrry
GAMEB0Y415: I'm sor srory
GAMEB0Y415: SOR SORRYR
GAMEB0Y415: *sharta*
GAMEB0Y415: HAHHAHA
GAMEB0Y415: I hsarted one eytour
GAMEB0Y415: ibthc
GAMEB0Y415: hahaahaah
GAMEB0Y415: fuckm, bedtiems
GAMEB0Y415: bithcsew!
GAMEB0Y415 signed off at 8:18:00 AM.

damn i miss alex.

there are people who deal with life and death situations on the regular.

just remember that when you begin to think you have "problems."

to all you guys out there complaining that "nice guys finish last," and to all you self-proclaimed "nice guys," here's one giant FUCK YOU to you all. i hate you people and i cannot stand you.

first of all, if you're complaining about how you're so nice and it's not appreciated, then why are you nice in the first place? that alone tells everyone that you're nice because you want something in return. genuinely nice people are self-sacrificing for the good of others, and they don't want or expect anything in return. so you're really not nice at all if you sit and complain about how you're not appreciated.

second, if you boast about being nice, odds are you're not nice at all. just like how people who say they're smart are really half-wits.

third, nice people generally don't guilt people. they don't try to get people to feel sorry for them. the act of telling someone that they're a nice guy, in itself, is an attempt to get people to feel for the person, because they're oh so nice and oh so under appreciated. "nice guys" wouldn't do such petty shit, first of all, and second, it's really fucking pathetic.

if you're a nice guy and you finish last and you sit and wallow about it, followed by TELLING THE WORLD ABOUT IT, then change yourself. just don't guilt me into feeling sorry for you, cuz i don't. i don't feel sorry for people that tell me to feel sorry for them.

seriously. grow up.

donte got into the japanese english teach program. he will be teaching english in japan starting at the end of summer.

azeem got into grad school and he'll be attending a theology graduate program at berkeley, starting in the fall.

y'all motherfuckers are making strides, aren'tcha?? lol, god i'm jealous of my friends.